Since 8th grade I have struggled with self-injury (cutting) and self hatred. God has given me one of the most beautiful and supporting communities in the world. I would not be who I am today or come as far as I have without them. I feel like with them and with the knowledge that Jesus is holding my hand and walking with me each day, I have gained a lot of confidence. I love myself better and I have joy and peace and security. Something that helps also is to not get ahead of myself…to take it one day at a time. I’m only a couple steps away from ending up in the dark place I once was…I’m still human…still broken. I will be a year clean from cutting on October 7th…I can’t praise God enough, but I still have my days that are tough. I still have days where I feel completely worthless. I have to be really careful about that. Some verses that help me are first, Jeremiah 29:11. Or also just reading out of Psalms. David faced hardships and had doubts just like I do but always found a way to praise God through his struggles. My email is liz.caro2010@gmail.com if you have any questions or just need someone to talk to…someone to listen. I would be happy to be that person for you. God hasn’t forgotten about you…he hasn’t given up. He will never give up on you…even when you’ve given up on yourself. Keep your chin up. Liz
